So, where to start... I've been doing a lot better since my last post, which is good. I haven't really done much though, so it's not like I have tons to write about, and it's harder to write when you're feeling happy. You can't express your inner-most feelings if you're feeling good other than - 'I'm happy.' Whereas when you're down you can rant like you're going to die tomorrow and ranting is the only thing you've got left to do. So yeah, happy Sarah is back for the time-being and I have a feeling this year is going to get a lot better. I'd just like to say that although I rant and rave in my previous post about having no-one (I meant it in terms of... y'know, your other half, whether it be best friend or boyfriend) I do have many amazing friends which do deserve to know how much they mean to me, but there are way too many. Zoe, for one has been amazing and deserves a mention because I know she's always there for me (until she buggers off to Cyprus that is), but until then, I know I have her and I cannot wait for 9th June. Whatever you've got planned, I bet it'll be good. :) Also, thankyou to Cynthesis for just being a right good laugh, you're brilliant - bring on 11th July! Everyone else knows who they are.
So... since last week I have had two exams, both practical for drama and french. I must admit they both went pretty well; I at least kept the conversation going in my french oral exam which makes a change from freezing up and wishing I wasn't there. I'm not expecting an A grade or anything, but it seemed better than last year in some way, or is that me being too optimistic? Lets face it, it's not my best subject. Drama went well, I didn't miss any lines at all, remembered them all without any difficulty and I believe I tried my best, aside from the stupid mistake I made of going on for the wrong scene in the wrong costume. Luckily, I realized just before I started talking. Lets hope the examiner didn't notice... okay she blatantly did. I've also finished my A Level art for the year! :) One subject down! I can't wait for my art course next year though.
Last night I went to see Julias Caesar at the Courtyard Theatre in Stratford for drama class and whilst I was able to appreciate the acting, costumes, lighting, effort, this and that, such and much, and so on and so forth, it's really not my type of thing - I've never been one for Shakespeare and I've never got the whole 'he's a genius' thing, but if you like him then that's good, go you! I even forgot about the play until on the actual day someone reminded me that I wasn't going home after college, I was going to Stratford. I know you're probably thinking... well you're just really narrow minded and aren't able to understand the structure and message of his plays... well you know what, you're absolutely right.
I'd especially like to thank Danni and Rach in the backseat of the minibus for entertaining me oh so much with musical singing and the - at the end of a journey when you're exhausted and everyone has stopped talking - poses, and also Cynthia for stepping in dogpoo.
I've also just booked tickets for Wicked again, yes I am that sad and I'll admit it, but if you really like something, why watch it once and then go - oh well I've seen it, why do I need to go again? Besides, if you know me you probably understand that I don't just 'like' things, I go into frenzied obsessions. Instead of having a 'like' button on Facebook, they should have a 'LOVE' button... or maybe even an 'OBSESSED' button. But anyway, Wicked is the main one really, and Johnny Depp. I get really into things, and life is more exciting that way - you've always got something to look forward to, to cheer you up. I've relied on the TV show F.R.I.E.N.D.S to get me through this year and I wouldn't have done half as well without watching that everyday to make me feel a little better, so thankyou David Crane and Marta Kouffman, if they are indeed your names, spelled correctly. I've also decided that I want a professional camera - I've always been one of those cheesy 'capture the memories' people who is constantly shoving a camera in your face, and I've always loved photography so I'm hoping one day I'll be able to own a professional one. I hate it when you're out and about and you find yourself in a really beautiful place or by something you really want to remember, and you don't have a camera. I've got back into art recently, I never really got out of it but my mind has been a little less occupied, and I'm able to relax and do some art. The last 2 portraits I have done I'm particularly proud of. Here is the link to my deviant-art account for anyone who wants to see: http://sarah789.deviantart.com/
So although it's probably not as meaningful as the other one, there is my updated blog.
I'm happier, and that's all that matters.
Take care.
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